Puke Myself Pretty

I’m not supposed to be pretty

I still want it

I’m not supposed to be beautiful

I still need it

I’m supposed to be rugged

But I hate it

I’m supposed to be tough

But I fake it

I just want to puke myself pretty

Cut myself silly

Hate myself different

I just want to puke myself pretty

Present myself for you

Paint myself fabulous

I’m not supposed to be gorgeous

I still ache for it

I’m not supposed to be glamorous

I still yearn for it

I’m supposed to be hard

But I’m soft

I’m supposed to be handsome

But what does that mean?

I just want to puke myself pretty

dress myself crazy

strut myself wildly

I just want to puke myself pretty

carve myself lovely

drown myself in glitter

I just want to shine again

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